Don’t feel like a stranger. I am having a testimony like while at green valley in the leadership conference. I don’t know but I felt like I am alone, am not cared for and felt like I couldn’t deserve to be in a place with the team since I didn’t know English so much, am black. I maybe not worthy being to be part of the team.
But through Mr Garner’s sermons I got to realize that am not alone am having a purpose. He talked about us being one sharing the same body with and joining on the same table. Despite being with a different color, we both have access to the Father. We all brothers and sisters and so, after sharing with friends, I became free and started serving with a purpose.
Because I had gained so much confidence in me and started feeling loved, and I had to open up my mind, asking my friends about anything have not understood. Because also according to Sophia and Justice’s teaching that was in Luke 2:41, what I learnt from them was being humble and obedient. We looked at a scenario where Jesus had to live his parents without permission to where he’s going but after Jesus coming back from his father’s house he had to answer questions that were asked by his parents in a humble and obedient way. I think if Jesus never taught the word of God to his parents, they wouldn’t know what was taking place in their son’s life and that’s why the parents had to live Him continuing to learn the word of God.
Learning from our mistakes i learned that I should keep asking until I understand so that I don’t repeat the same mistakes and what changed in me is the way am serving freely. Besides my health challenges, the way my mind is growing I used to wait for others to tell me what to do. I didn’t have that sense in me that I can’t feel the gap when am not told by anyone. I am the one who’s chosen and through prayers and my team’s prayers. I so much believe that God is gonna heal me and what I learned is team work am changed in a way where I can serve with everyone to make Gods work look neat.